EUREKA! ALERT THE STARS AND STARLINGS! I am content. :)
Finally, this week has been remarkedly better than the past few! Maybe it's the beautiful weather- the simple ability to finally sun myself and soak in the radiance of the day. Perhaps it's the time spent with two very wonderful, very important girl friends who remind me that I'm certainly not alone in my struggles, and that they are certainly not the end of the world.
I don't know. These past few days I have been able to breathe a little bit easier. And with Easter coming up, I'll soon have all the chocolate I can eat, and the crazy/obsessive family members I love all together in the same room (let the smackdown begin!) :D
I'm really grateful for this week, and all the people who've made it so wonderful. And I couldn't be more addicted to all this sunshine and warm weather. It gives me sooo much hope. Even though there are many things in my life that still remain muddled and confusing, from the tiresome, seemingly fruitless job search to the topsy-turvy, oddly uncertain lovelife. Still, in all these things, a little patience. A little breathing room. If I can keep my head above water, I can stay afloat.
It's like I'm standing on the edge of the pier of my life...
I'm just still a little terrified to jump.
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