QUICK!
Don't tell anyone...
I'm in it!
*GASP*
It's true!
The saddest thing I ever thought
Or knew
Would happen, HAPPENED!
(No, not loooove-
Not that at all!)
It's different...
I was sprung by a feeling of magic,
And it lifted me out of myself,
But this feeling I know isn't love at all...
No...
It's learning.
It's feeling new.
It's, "I'm only at the start, and I know what I like,
And I like what I know
About you..."
:)
I've only just begun to explore you...
No more am I looking to be heavily drowned under seaweed love,
Struggling to breathe through soaking sloppy, silk-green reeds
Of hap-hazard situations...
This time,
I've chosen a more patient route...
I will peer out over the ocean of you,
Sneaking one toe gently into the ripple of your smile,
Sifting pieces of you through the cracks of my fingers,
Assail other distractions and keep my eyes on the horizon.
For if I cannot rush something as natural as the sunrise,
Whyever should I think I could rush you?
...I accept you, Love.
You may always elude me.
In truth, your name may never make it past my lips again,
But I am content in feeling your endless possibility
Pressed up against me in shivering twilight embrace.
...
I will hold you in my head,
Til you are ready to inhabit my heart.
:)
